2o more minutes to 1...
I am kind of still quite energetic.
But apparently too tired mentally to continue doing stuff that kills brain cells.

TODAY.
was like sucky.
i felt as if the teachers came right to my face and telling me that i HAVE NO CHOICE but the STUDY..
hate it.
why are they telling us this everytime.
it makes studying so pointless. Studying for the sake of squeezing in a triple science class even when you know you are going to suffer?

Definitly not what i am pursuing for..
I feel stress listening to the talk, partially because my mum keeps saying that too...and it reminds me of her,
also... that i have to take up another MATH..
ADD MATH...which is like .... !_!..
deh.
i think i might even have problems with my upper sec ELEMENTARY MATH man!
what more telling me that i am suppose to take another one..

Hai.
maybe i am just trying to prepare myself for the worst, cause it is yet to come.
Then they also said stuff like being the top 120 or 100 if you want to get into this or that..
IT IS SO STRESSING.
making me think that life is really ont that good.
i feel like a WALKING ZOMBIE nowadays...
i think i should encourage myself by saying; "STAY ALIVE MAN!"

i seriously think i need time to chill a bit..cause i am kind of flaring up again thinking about this.
how i wish is collaspe thinking about all of this.
but i suppose i am the only one who can help myself in this cause this i just a lonely battle.
D: